I don’t even have the energy to be alive anymore. I’m so sick of this bullshit. All Zach and I do is fight, all my mom and I do is fight, I can’t handle it anymore! Something has to change. I don’t know what. Maybe I need to just *POOF* disappear. People don’t realize how much they care about someone until they’re gone. So I need to just walk away, really far away, and let them realize that it’s too late and that they shouldn’t have taken me for granted. Nobody gives a fuck about me. I’m just some replaceable human being who comes in and out of peoples’ lives and it just doesn’t matter to the people that hurt me. Well, I’m done. Seriously. If you don’t want someone around, it would be wise to tell them you don’t. And if you do care about someone- THEN FUCKING SHOW IT.

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